I'm depressed
I'm old, fat, lonely, have high blood pressure, type 2 diabetes, in a loveless marriage, with no real purpose in life it seems. My only sex partner for the last 6 or 7 or more years has been my hand. Some times I'm ashamed to be using up resources.
I guess its not all bad. I did add some information to my son's web site - - it took all of fifteen minutes. I left a few comments on some blogs. I did some technical investigation on a possible design/use problem on a computer motherboard.
The value of what I did today would not pay for the air conducting I used.
My greatest joy after sex is doing electronic circuit design. My areas of expertise are analog circuitry and lightning protection. I have a patent on a circuit I designed. I'm damn proud of my design work. I just have not done any since 1992.
Damn, I've not enjoyed two of my most favorite things for about a decade. Sad, sad, sad.
Anyone out there that need some circuits designed and willing to pay for it with sex?
posted by SunsetMan @ 6:59 PM
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Sorry, I don't know why I'd need any circuit whatever done, but I sure hope for you emotional state that someone does!
And I don't think you are a waste of resources if your family needs you at all. I think you just need to enjoy all that you have worked for in your life. Like watching your kids live their lives, playing with computers(which by the way are great for your first passion, and they NEED your support!), and anything else you take joy in.
There's no easy fix for loneliness, if there was I would have made a fortune on it!
Most of the time I feel OK but every once-in-awhile I get the blues. I guess I need to have more to do that I want and enjoy doing instead of just stuff I need to do.
The question was a bit tongue-in-cheek, a bit of sick depressed humor. But boy it would be great if someone did!
And is that a KC rib you are eating in your profile picture?
Mmmm...tempting.
You know, there's something about you that I really like and I can't put my finger on it. I hope you snap out of your funk soon and get to finding happiness again.
If I put my finger on that thing that I think is special about you, I'll let you know. In the meantime, take me at my word that you can absolutely put that spark back into your marriage.
I am feeling a bit happier today (Sunday). I do care for my wife and do not want to hurt her. The best solution would be to get back the spark. And I am going to try.
BTW Odd Wife, if we were both not married I would love for you to put your finger as well as your whole hand on it. ::GRIN::
As a matter of fact it is a KC rib I am eating! I travelled there to see Pup in January, and have many times since.
Glad your feeling better today. I think we all get in a funk some days and just need to vent.
I'm glad to hear you're feeling better.
We're friends with a couple who seem to have grown millions of miles apart and I am always filled with sadness for them. It seems to me to be such an easy thing to fix. Take her hand, look into her eyes, tell her how much you love and want her in a soft voice. Make love to her and show her all you've missed. It's a giant leap forward, but one likely to have lovely results.
And SS Man, I'm a hands-free kinda girl...much prefering to express myself orally! ;)
Oh damn, Odd Wife, your last statement is going to keep me from concentrating on reading the morning paper at breakfast. ::grin::
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